Every kiss, every touch, every hug we shared, I’ll never forget
I miss you.. But I dare not text you anymore. I don’t want you to hate me.
This week seem to pass extremely slowly. I look forward to weekends because that’s when we get to spend time with each other. Now I have nothing to look forward to.. Everything seems like a drag. Waking up, going to work, buying lunch, going home. Even eating is a drag… You were the only constant in my life.. But change too is constant. And you changed. My only constant changed.
Whenever I see smth interesting, I instinctively think of showing you.
Because I know that deep in my heart, I don’t wanna forget you. Deep in my heart, I still yearn for your love. I know that it would kill me to see you with someone else in your arms. Deep in my heart, i wish that years from now, the person in your arms would be me. You were so good to me. You were the best I could have ever asked for.
I want to tell that I’m fine. I’m getting better at not crying over you. I want to tell you that you don’t have to worry abt me anymore.. But I’m afraid that once I tell you all these, I will go back to the state I was once in.
Dasha Z for Elle Poland November 2012 by Agata Pospieszynska
